HBK 4 LIFE!

A New Man.

I feel brand new. I've learned that sometimes you have to learn to realize you can't mope around when the surroundings or situations get rough. I used to say oh woe is me & why won't things go the way but now it's fuck that shit, it's on to the next one. It's time for me to be selfish to an extent it's time to care about what I want before the needs of others. It's going to be a slow process but I'm willing to take as much time as it takes in order to fulfill it.

Life Changes

Hey everybody. Feeling good? Hope so. I'm in that mode lately of
making some changes. I truly have been criticized by one person in
particular: myself. I've really been critical of myself & some of the
decisions I've made. But I've learned now more than ever that some
were pivital while others were pointless. Getting rid of the bullshit
in my life is definitely a great power move & I have no more regrets
about it even it means that my friends may not support it. I'll do me
because I have to in order to survive!

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NEW BLOG SOON!

I PROMISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Said I'd Be Back But Not Like This.....

I never thought i'd still be thinking about you. I thought i was past you baby girl but i'm not. I ca't shake you & I don't know why. Like you broke my heart in two & i still care? I must be stupid,dumb, or damn near crazy! SEEING YOU REALLY FUCKED MY HEAD UP MAN! IT'S JUST HEARTBREAKING TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED TO US IN A YEAR! WE WOULD'VE MADE A YEAR THIS PAST WEEK MAN! DAMN! IM TOO FUCKED UP EMOTIONALLY TO CONTINUE......

Damn It Feels Good To Be Back.....

i haven't done one of these in a while. well i don't really know what to say is that i'll be making new posts soon.... so stay tuned! By the way Follow Me on Twitter:http://twitter.com/Young_Angel3 or hit me up on facebook. Well Later You Guys! Feels so good to be back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

This Is The Relationship That I Set To One Day Have For Myself......

More Elaboration In My Next Blog.............

Dream On............

You may say that i'm a dreamer but i'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us and the world will be as one.....

Ventilation Process

I've sat up here thinking to myself what the hell is wrong with me ? I mean damn i am a nice guy...i follow all the rules of how to be a gentleman and what does it get me ignored by any woman( as u remember i only speak to women these days because girls bring more drama than a afternoon soap) i show a little bit of interest in just play games or play tennis with my emotions. Maybe I should just stay alone and 'wait' but I honestly cant wait any longer. I'm so serious...it's honestly driving me out of my motherfucking mind(srry 4 cussin)! The situation always will end the same where I end up alone. & Honestly I'm not looking for love. I'm looking for someone I could hold and tell on any given day,"baby youre beautiful". But hey maybe i'm too much of a damn realist and cant find the girl i can sweep off her feet. and just to the people who will read this and say i'm a sucker for love or i'm beat or something dumb like that along those lines can go to hell! So ladies it's getting late and im getting bags under my eyes and i want you to know i will always have your back and i'm always here for you rain,sleet,and snow. And remember if you want a real man that will be there at the drop of a dime..you know where to reach me. Thank You and Good Night Or Good Morning!

Juno.......

Go See This Movie... This Part Reminds Me Of A Special Person

A Poetic Side

All because of you...........
My heart skips a beat........ I smile when I think of you................. And I get chills whenever you're in my presence....... My love 4 you is undying.........
Like an eternal flame.




Damn I'm Poetic That Was Off The Top Of The Dome!

Myspace Gangsters...Lmao A Bunch Of Maroons!

I really am fed up with all you myspace gangstas goin on the internet making idle threats when they know damn well that they can talk tough on a computer and don't back it up when you're in the streets u don't say a damn thing. Now I know as you are reading this youre probably saying eugene dont you sound like a myspace gangsta yourself? well ladies and gentleman there is a very huge difference with how i'm talkin and how a myspace gangster is.well a difference would be as say i bet you in @ least 5,10,maybe even 15 of your "friends" are throwing up gang signs and they know damn well the only gang they were part of was the boy or girl scouts. it's astonishing how much ignorance has taken over myspace..wow! and it boggles me who the hell makes threats over the computer...how queer is that shit? LIKE HERE'S ONE OF MY FAVORITES: YO N!99@ 1'M 60NN@ F*** U UP! FIRST OF ALL WHEN WAS IT COOL TO REPLACE EVERY LETTER WITH A NUMBER AS A WAY OF SPEECH?!?!?!?!?!? Please before you challenge me to a fight learn how to read a book or a dictionary and also please learn how to pronunciate(if you don't know what that means please look that up in a dictionary...if you don't know what that is it's the big book with all those big words in it that causes you to lose brain functionlike for example 'the"or "shower"...better yet a bible because you people need jesus in your lives! and when i mean book..i don't mean any of the following:

xxl

the source

don diva

maxim

playboy

or any other magazines that might contain "pretty pictures"! ok so i want you guys to stop with the gang signs and all that and please grow up ! Now that i got that off my chest i would just like to make the following statement as i will do in all my rants and raves(april calls them that...lol ) that if in any way you feel that i'm talking you please do us both a solid favor and please delete me...it will save both of us a lot of time and energy...goodnight!

Hmmm.....

"As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down probably will. You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder everytime. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend and you might even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing so fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too hard, and love like you've never been hurt, because every minute you spend mad or upset is sixty seconds of happiness that you just wasted.

Dear Ladies

DEAR LADIES,

as i sit here @ 2:50 in the morning i think about a special girl(not a particular girl) just a girl period. i have thoughts about is there such a thing as the special girl and i came up with a final answer of no. i think about females all the time...(no i'm not a pervert) i think about why cant i find the one i want maybe im looking in all the wrong places like for example myspace(sorry tom) is not a place for dating or trying to establish a relationship. its not a good look in my eyes because ive tried and either half the girls u try to talk 2 are hoodboogers or are too damn stuck up to look @ u. sorry ladies that's just how some of you roll. if u feel this applies to u when i say this then please delete me and i wont bitch or moan about it i will move on and that will be the end of that. i know a girl is not gonna fall in your lap unless she's a hooker or a stripper but damn i am a nice guy and im not the best looking person in the world but hey all i want is an oppurtunity to try and show you that i can treat you like u deserve to be treated. i'm not gonna cheat on you or abuse you...im just gonna be your friend and hopefully your boyfriend(not your man or your boo...thats some high school shit.) i love women not girls...i don't want drama or any of that he said she said bullshit..i want its me and u not me, u,this,that and the third. its just me and u and thats all i'm looking for. i'm not out here 2 change the world for any lady but i just want you to know that u have options and choices. well... i'm done and i'm probably gonna be up here for a while so..goodnight and god bless

The following statement is true: Nice Guys Don't Finish Last...They Don't Even Get To The Starting Line!

Sincerely,

With "Love",

A Nice Guy

lol

This is an absolute fact!!! Once you get over the pain of the breakup....and you will.....you will wonder what on earth you saw in them in the first place. Lol.. short & to the point. : )

All I Want For Xmas....

Now I know that xmas is only a few short days away but honestly i got some thing i wanted for christmas but the one true thing i want i definatly know i will not be getting for xmas this year. Now If u haven't been keeping tabs on my blog as of late the one thing i want honestly is my best friend back! i miss her each and everyday like i try to move on and be this evil vengeful dude but i cant because that's not who i am. now my best friend has moved on and forgotten all about us and i truly wish i knew why because we were so tight. now i just sit alone on these holidays miserable and angry as fuck!!!!!! ahhhh man why do i always have to be alone on the holidays?!?!?! why?!?!? someone please tell me! i just want santa to do this favor for me. i just want her to call me and say merry christmas to me thats all i need to hear honestly @ this point and maybe a few words thats all just a few. so hopefully my holidays turn out better this year! o btw i love you guys who are helping me through this you know who u r. what would i do without you.. u guys complete me!

f***..where did we go wrong?

Ok well like i said before i miss my friend HARLEY... she was truly a beautiful person before all of this bullshit happened between us... i wish i could rewind back to july and just re-start it all and just have u as my friend again. people always tell me to forget about you but its too damn hard to forget something so memorable? all the days we would sit on the phone and eat at bk were great times and the stupid texts we used to send are burned into my brain. Now honestly i don't care if i never date you again and honestly that's where i feel we went wrong......I JUST WANT MY FRIEND BACK!!!!!!!!!

F*** It! I had to say it!

i've been feeling a little scared to write this or even post it but its not like you'll ever see it... so here goes... I miss my summer friend. I miss all the crazy stuff we used to do like throw water at each other at the park and stuff like that. I miss us ear clapping each other...lol we were so goofy man! THAT WAS ONE OF THE BEST SUMMERS EVER! We became great friends in such a short time it was crazy and we had so much in common. Lol. It kind of brings a tear to my eye just thinking about it. Harley I Miss You So Much and i wish we could start over but i know that will never happen........ TO BE CONTINUED!

Lmao...You Guys Know This Is Funny....

I posted this earlier but it came out looking dumb so i did it again.. hope u enjoy your weekend!

Two Sides To Me... An Introduction

Good Afternoon Everyone. A select few of you already know my name is Eugene. but do you really know me like you say you do or do u just know one of my personalities. Lol....now before you call the psycho ward on me hear me out 1st as psychologists have stated we each have a good side and a bad side and well lucky me i have 2 now i'm sitting up here and i'm going to try to explain each one of them to you . Please dont get me wrong & you think man Eugene has fuckin lost it but no I haven't. Well Here Goes................

Eugene Charles Evans Jr.- This Is the man that's typing this now & he's the nice sensitive guy. Lol..he is a nice guy with a good heart and would give you the shirt off of his back. He's the person who you could call @ anytime and he'll listen to your problems and give you his honest to god opinion. He loves and wants to be loved. He's the guy that loves to make you guys laugh when you feel like crying. He's lookin for love & still hasnt found it and feels that his love should be like a movie. He's a loner but really doesn't enjoy being alone and feels he needs someone to give him a hug or say hey man ur an ok guy & one day your time will come. He'd rather stay @ home with his friends and watch a movie with some popcorn than go out to a club. He's basically a love sick puppy. P.S. He's a METS fan! He's Not A Fighter but he WILL fight for what he loves! He loves to hang with that special girl; who makes him feel as if he's the only guy for her. But he also feels that he will lose her to another man and that he will be just another nice guy who couldn't get the girl! He thinks to himself about what can he do to change his current outcome and make it better for himself as well as those who love him. He feels that if he has hurt those he has put in any pain that he would apologize to them at the drop of a dime. he's compassionate and somewhat dorky(a black peter parker....lol)


E-The cocky arrogant asshole. He says w/e he wants and raises a middle finger to anyone who opposes him. He's the guy you just wanna catch in a dark alley and kick the living shit out of him. People hate him because he's fucking spoiled. He just knows how to get under your your skin. He has few friends and like it that way. What an asshole! If You see him avoid him at any costs...either or he'll say something to make you mad!He's A Liar! He only cares about himself and could give a fuck less about what you, your moms, or grandma think about him. He wonders what the hell the girl he's with is doing when she's not around him causing him to think that she's being a whore in the streets. He walks with a huge chip on his shoulder and dares you to try to knock it off! He'll tell you straight up that you aint shit and smile in your face!

Well That's all tell me who've you met & what happened between you two and I really would love to know.